It was the second week of January I felt like my life was over. A person I held dear to my heart set me free to see other people. It is my polite way to say that I was Dumped like a hot potato. The emptiness in my chest has started healing. Today I woke up and realized something, that it had been a while since I thought about Pete. Honestly I was shocked with myself and so proud of myself too as for the longest time he was a constant in my mind!
I did not think ever that it would be possible to forget Pete. I had not considered it at all. For the longest time (six years to be precise) I can clearly and authoritatively say that no day passed without me thinking of him. But since January, after the first week of mourning and wailing, he has not crossed my mind at all. Yes all the while its been me in my mind without my former flame that a while back i thought my world will end without him.
Yes I am undergoing alot of change this year, both internally and physically and if I feel confident enough to forget about Pete, then I am sure greater things are in store for me this 2016. I can feel it in my gut, this a year of great revolution for me. I am on a journey to a place that makes me actually happy. I just ask for strength and courage in my journey of self discovery.